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| death...it's real |
| 09.22.03 (5:11 pm) [edit] |
mood-Horny
Music-None
yeah...I'm still hurt from my post yesterday...and I dont know if I belive in god or not....I'm not sure...But I do know that death is real.. :cry:
"even silence has it's sounds...even darkness has it's light...But death has nothing but it's self"
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| Death... |
| 09.21.03 (12:03 pm) [edit] |
Mood- Still broken
Music- Abney Park
ok..recently one of my friends had something very bad happen :cry: it makes me wonder about god..and death..this is what happend...
[url=]http://www.matazone.co.uk/for...[/url]
it's so sad :cry: it really makes me wonder..Is god there? does he care? does he know what we need....or is he just up there laughing in our faces at every turn? I just hate him...Just as much as I hate myself...
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| Quizes for the bored |
| 09.21.03 (11:46 am) [edit] |
Mood-Broken
Music- DJ Doo
ok...for those of you going crazy needing yet more quizes...here ya go...
You're Most Like The Season Winter ...
You're often depicted as the cold, distant season.
But you're incredibly intelligent, mature and
Independant. You have an air of power around
you - and that can sometimes scare people off.
You're complex, and get hurt easily - so you
rarely let people in if you can help it. You
can be somewhat of a loner, but just as easily
you could be the leader of many. You Tend to be
negative, and hard to relate to, but you give
off a relaxed image despite being insecure -
and secretly many people long to be like you,
not knowing how deep the Winter season really
is.
Well done... You're the most inspirational of
seasons :)
?? Which Season Are You ??
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Mors
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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You represent... angst.
You have an extremely cynical outlook on just about
everything. It's okay to sulk and be
depressed, but life is short, and you only get
one. It's only what you make it, and only you
can make it improve.
What feeling do you represent?
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Legardored is your Vampire name.
You are one hell of an insane Vampire. Anyone who
messes with you is out of their minds.
To use your new Vampire name and become a Vampire,
go here:
www.life-blood.cjb.net
What is your Vampire name?
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You're goin' down! FOR MURDER!
Please rate if you liked!
If you're a goth please visit
groups.msn.com/gothicteensoftheworld and join
up cause it rules!
What Would You Go to Jail For? (Many outcomes)
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Nightmare Before Christmas!
What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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| forgot to do... |
| 09.21.03 (9:16 am) [edit] |
[b]Mood=Broken
Music=Maroon 5[/b]
here's a little something I forgot to do...tell about myself....
When I started this I told a few lines about how Unmellow I was...But I never told much about my self...ok...here's a few things..
Fav.
Color- [b]Black[/b]
Metal-[b]Silver[/b]
Number-[b]6[/b]
Show- [b]Any and all Anime...but I love Ranma 1/2, Fushigi Yugi, CardCaptors, Inu Yasha, DBZ (dont watch it as much...but I still like it..), CowBoy BeBop,Yu Yu Hakusho, Escaflowne, Oh My goddess, Sailor Moon, outlaw star, Sorcerer Hunters, Angel Sanctuary, Chobits, Clover, Bubblegum Crisis, and much much more.[/b]
Religion- [b]Pagan[/b]
more to come....
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| Quiz addiction!! |
| 09.20.03 (12:57 pm) [edit] |
Yes I have an addiction....Enjoy it..
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| 09.20.03 (10:15 am) [edit] |
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| last words |
| 09.16.03 (4:33 pm) [edit] |
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| sick as a dog.. |
| 09.16.03 (3:41 pm) [edit] |
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I have food piosening :cry: :evil: :cry: it sucks *cries* i feel like shit right now..I can barly keep any food down...and the more water I drink the more I throw up...*whimpers* and my tummy hurts....
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| daily dose of quizes |
| 09.15.03 (6:55 pm) [edit] |
ok...as always...I have more quizes....
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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You are a SCARIFICATION. Permenent (by all means)
and shocking, you stand out from all the others
with your odd sense of humor full of sarcasm.
(Please vote for me...Thank you)
What Kind Of Body Art/ Modification Are You?
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| My day...rolls over and dies |
| 09.15.03 (5:19 pm) [edit] |
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ok...another CRAPPY day...this chick mysti wants to jump me and kick my ass for some shit I didn't do :( and she already tried it once...and I kicked her ass that time...but this time I fear she's gonne bring all her friends...along with Bats chains and stuff like that :cry: I dont want to be beaten into a bloody pulp...and normly I wouldnt care cause I know I can kick all their asses...it's just right now I'm in soooo much pain from my last fight with the bat :evil: it hurt!!!
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| just a few more quizes to annoy you good ppl with lol |
| 09.14.03 (1:44 pm) [edit] |
[b]what annoying online thing are you?[/b]
My inner child is six years old!
Look what I can do! I can walk, I can run, I can
read! I like to do stuff, and there's a whole
big world out there to do it in. Just so long
as I can take my blankie and my Mommy and my
three best friends with me, of course.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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| what kind of Cute are you? |
| 09.14.03 (1:05 pm) [edit] |
I'm Quiz happy today LOL...I cant help it...I just am addicted...I acualy took a are you adicted to the internet quiz....and I was 99% 8)
so..what kind of cute are you (I'm not very cute...but i would say this kinda fits me..cause Being gothic I wear old victian lace and stuff..)
I'm Classic-Cute!! made by Jen
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| another sexy gothic guy... |
| 09.14.03 (10:02 am) [edit] |
sorry couldn't help it...he's sexy...
Dro from Deadstar Assembly. He's a great bassist
and has one hell of a personality and he's also
so very very very fine ... on second thoughts,
he's mine! Keep off! :P
Which gothic guy is for you?
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| a sexy gothic guy *drools* |
| 09.14.03 (8:57 am) [edit] |
OMG!!!!! soooooo sexy!!!!
Eric Draven from The Crow. He's sweet, sensitive
but can also kick some serious ass when he
needs too. Lucky you!
Which Gothic Guy is for You?
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| Depressed rant |
| 09.14.03 (8:21 am) [edit] |
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ok ppl...My life...why do I even bother to talk about it? I dont know...My life sucks..I should just roll over and die and forget about life :cry: I should not be siting here so sad...considering I'm eating Chips for Breakfast and a slurpee...I should be very happy...But no...all I can think about is death...My death...now I know that when some of my friends read this they are going to yell at me :cry: they say I'm pretty..and not evil and not a bitch...but I am...weather they know it or not...I am a bitch...I hurt ppl..I deserve death...some one needs to kill me :cry: end pain..not my pain...But the pain of those I hurt..By killing me...I stop hurting them...and By killing me you also end MY pain...even though my pain doesn't matter...only the pain of those around me does...as long as they are happy I dont matter...and that's not what ppl say that's what I belive...I belive that as long as thise around me are happy they should forget about me.... :cry:
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| Need humor? read here... |
| 09.13.03 (6:56 pm) [edit] |
:shock: ok...I need a pick me up..so I'm gonna post a few jokes to help me cheer up :cry:
[b]Bill, Hillary, Chelsea Clinton and Al Gore were on
Airforce 1. Bill said "If I had $100 I could help 100
people". Hillary said "That's nothing. If I had $1000
I could help 1000 people". Al said "I can beat that. If I
had $1000000 I could help 1000000 people. Then Chelsea
says "I could throw all 3 of you out of this plane and
make everyone happy!"[/b]
[i]A POEM FOR THOSE OVER 30
A computer was something on TV
From a science fiction show of note
A window was something you hated to clean
And ram was the cousin of a goat.
Meg was the name of my girlfriend
And gig was a job for the nights
Now they all mean different things
And that really mega bytes.
An application was for employment
A program was a TV show
A cursor used profanity
A keyboard was a piano.
Memory was something that you lost with age
A CD was a bank account
And if you had a 3-in. floppy
You hoped nobody found out.
Compress was something you did to the garbage
Not something you did to a file
And if you unzipped anything in public
You'd be in jail for a while.
Log on was adding wood to the fire
Hard drive was a long trip on the road
A mouse pad was where a mouse lived
And a backup happened to your commode.
Cut you did with a pocket knife
Paste you did with glue
A web was a spider's home
And a virus was the flu.
I guess I'll stick to my pad and paper
And the memory in my head
I hear nobody's been killed in a computer crash
But when it happens they wish they were dead.[/i]
(Yes I know I'm know I'm not over 30 but oh well..some of you are) :wink:
[b]Rejected Proverbs...
- Try to find the cheese in every baloney sandwich.
- If the old wiseman crouches facing the sunset, reprioritize.
- Well, they say that creating a turquoise hubbub never solved anything.
- It stood the test of time, but can it stand the test of digestion?
- If your brownies are eaten, make more.
- If life hands you tomatoes, punch Elián Gonzalez.
- Wisdom is not learned from books, but from commercials.
- Imagination is more important than acid indigestion.
- People who need people suck.
- Proverbs are full of crap.
- Always listen to your heart, except when it starts to give bad advice.
- Follow your heart as well as your other internal organs.
- It's better to be alive than an aardvark.
- Reach for the stars; I will laugh when you fail.
- Don't let others bring you down, even if they are right.
- Who is wiser? He who swam 1,000 miles or he who took a boat?
- Give a man a fish, feed for a day. Teach a man to fish, wasted a day.
- Never stop trying, unless you get bored and pissed off.
- Learn from your failures, get stupid from your success.
- People who reads lists of proverbs have no life.[/b]
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| what kind of kiss are you? |
| 09.13.03 (3:51 pm) [edit] |
You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p
What kind of kiss are you?
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| Personal belifes |
| 09.13.03 (2:18 pm) [edit] |
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ok..weird little thing I'll admit...but I belive we do not truly exist...we only think we do..it's all an illusion that out trubled minds make for us...Mine more trubled then some...so yeah Im pretty fucked up in the head aint I?
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| randomness...that makes no sence LOL |
| 09.13.03 (10:46 am) [edit] |
ok..time for a stupid entry..by a stupid person :wink:
ok...what's going on in my life? nada...life sucks!!!! oh well..when is it not sucky? :evil:
oh well...Me wish all my friends lived closer..*pouts* I want now!!!!! *pouts* me want me want me want *throws temper tantrum* :twisted: :twisted:
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| Randomness |
| 09.13.03 (10:32 am) [edit] |
ok...I;ve calmed down after my last post lol..But I still think he's a dick head! :lol:
but oh well :D
lets be random...tinkywinkie dipsy lala po!!!! teletubies...teletubie....say Hello...eho!!!
what scares me? fluffy bunnies of doom!!! ok enough of that...
why do ppl love cotton? I dont know...it's the fabric of our lives? :lol: :lol: :lol:
ok...here's a funny link..
http://clanid.gamedaemons.net/" title="http://clanid.gamedaemons.net/" target="_blank"http://clanid.gamedaemons.net...
check it out ppl!!!!!
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| Bush needs a brain/ and why our contry sucks!!! |
| 09.09.03 (5:45 pm) [edit] |
ok..bush needs to get his head out of his ass!! he has issues...read this if you dont belive me [url=]http://www.matazone.co.uk/for...[/url]
he is a dumb ass!!!! and he's probley the reason WHY america sucks!
I mean why ask for more money? for more bombs...when we have enough to destroy the entire world already?
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| My veiws on life |
| 09.08.03 (5:00 pm) [edit] |
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IMO...I think it's just not worth chewing through the restraints..and sometimes pain is the answer..this is how I feel about my self...and always will :cry: [image]edwardlover_732218 593.jpg[/image]
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| I miss Justin!!!! |
| 09.08.03 (4:48 pm) [edit] |
Yes I miss my boy justin :cry: (and no I dont mean Justin Timberlake *shudders* I mean my friend Judgy)
He just went bye bye and now I dont know where he is...it has my worried dont ask me why...he's a big boy and can take care of himself lol 8) but I still worry...*shrugs* me ish being stupid....well..
Cheer to the little bugger where ever he may be...
this is for you aries...
[i][u][b]I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!!!![/b][/u][/i]
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| more Humor but a messed up mind |
| 09.07.03 (1:02 pm) [edit] |
There was a man who died and was condemned to hell. He was in hell and started talking to Satan.
"So, this is Hell? Doesn't look so bad," said the man.
"It isn't. We have a different thing for each day of the week!" he replied.
"Really? Let's hear it." said the man.
"Well, on Sunday, we watch football all day. On Monday, we drink beer all day. On Tuesday, we smash disco records. On Wednesday, we smoke marijuana and get high. On Thursday, we eat all day and make gluttuns of ourselves. By the way, are you gay?" said Satan.
"No, why?" asked the man.
"Then you're sure going to hate Fridays.."
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| Humor needed!!!! |
| 09.07.03 (12:52 pm) [edit] |
ok ppl..I need to laugh...
soooo here we go...
Goth pick up lines,
1. “Hey, you in the black!”
2. “Your coffin or mine?”
3. “I never knew hellish demons flew so close to the ground…”
4. “Nice shoes, wanna drink blood?”
5. “Hi, I’m Andrew Eldritch” (never works)
6. “Hey baby, wanna put the SEX in Alien Sex Fiend??”
7. “Gene might love Jezebel, but baby, I love you.”
8. “I heard milk does the body good, but DAMN! Blood does too??”
9. “You’re so beautiful, when I look at you my heart starts beating… I think.”
10. “Wanna go somewhere a little darker?”
11. “Is that a candle in your pocket or are you just happy to see me?”
12. “Hi, I have my own cult!”
13. “Is your pubic hair died black too?”
14. “Are you a boy or a girl… or does it not matter?”
15. “Hi, I once beat up Nick Mercer.” (always works)
16. “Bite me.”
17. “You are as sexy as death itself.”
18. “Can I impale you with my 7” stake??”
19. “Your name is Erin too?!”
20. “See that man in the corner? Vampire slayer. C‘mon let‘s get out of here!”
21. “Up for a little dominance and humiliation?”
22. “You know, even my penis sheath is black velvet!”
23. “Call me morbid, call me pale, call me yours.”
24. “Aren’t Anne Rice’s writings so poetic?”
25. Don’t you think the human voice, wailing in agony, is the most beautiful of all instruments?”
26. “You’re just how I like my meat: raw and bloody.”
27. “That’s a nice black lace Victorian-era corset. But it would look nicer crumpled up in a ball on my bedroom floor!”
28. “Yes I drink blood. You wouldn’t happen to be menstruating now, would you?”
29. “Wanna take a walk through the cemetery?” (only works if you’re near a cemetery. Don’t try this line in the city! Instead, say: “Wanna walk along the East River?”)
30. “I lost my black lipstick, can I borrow yours?”
31. “May I dig my nails into your back?”
32. “Hey there, sweet-fang!”
33. “May I lick your boots?”
34. “So… are you Catholic?”
35. “Worship me.”
36. “Didn’t I go to your funeral?”
37. “You remind me of my dead ex-girlfriend.”
38. “Wanna go for a spin in my hearse?”
39. “Let’s put the ’fun’ in funeral!!”
40. “What’s your favorite Baudelaire poem?”
41. “Can I nail you? (and I don’t mean to a crucifix!)”
42. “You would make a beautiful corpse.”
43. “Ever do it on an embalming table?”
44. “Go out with me or I’ll kill us both!”
45. “Tell me, is your heart as cold and black as your eyes?”
46. “No, no, no… what’s your REAL name?”
47. “You’re depressed, TOO?!”
48. “I ask for so little. Just let me rule you, and you can have everything that you want. Just fear me, love me, do as I say…”
49. “Absinthe makes the heart grow fonder.”
50. “Hey, can I bum a clove?”
:twisted:
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| here now...gone then... |
| 09.07.03 (12:08 pm) [edit] |
ok..tittle makes no sence i know LOL
any way...why does life hurt? I mean really how can one human hurt another :cry: and how can my mom have no heart...
(small pathetic rant time..)
ok...My mom and dad were talking...and he asked her..."whould you ever kiss a girl?" and my mom told him she would rather eat dog shit..I mean what kind of mother is she...then she told me what she said...*cries* I just hurt that she thinks that and will never exept me for who I am..*cries* she hates me I know it and she hates the way I am... :cry:
I want revenge :twisted:
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| BACK!!! with lyrics lol |
| 09.07.03 (8:23 am) [edit] |
ME ISH BACK!!!!!! quick..some one say hi....LOL
:twisted: :twisted: :twisted: :twisted: :twisted:
Since the moment i spotted you,
Like walking round with little wings on my shoes
My stomach's filled with the butterflies... ooo and it's alright
Bouncing round from cloud to cloud
I got the feeling like I'm never going to come down
If I said I didn't like it then you know I'd lied
Every time I try to talk to you
I get tongue-tied
Turns out that everything I say to you
Comes out wrong and never comes out right
So I'll say 'why don't you and I get togehter and take on the world
and be together forever
Heads we will and tails we'll try again'
So I say 'why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon
and straight on to heaven
Cause without you they're never going to let me in'
When's this fever going to break?
I think I've handled more than any man can take
I'm like a love-sick puppy chasing you around
ooo and it's alright
Bouncing round from cloud to cloud
I got the feeling like I'm never going to come down
If said I didn't like it then you know I'd lied
Every time I try to talk to you
I get tongue-tied
Turns out that everything I say to you
Comes out wrong and never comes out right
So I'll say 'why don't you and I get togehter and take on the world
and be together forever
Heads we will and tails we'll try again'
So I say 'why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon
and straight on to heaven
Cause without you they're never going to let me in'
And slowly I begin to realize this is never gonna end
Right about the same you walk by
And I say 'Oh here we go again, oh'
Every time I try to talk to you
I get tongue-tied
Turns out that everything I say to you
Comes out wrong and never comes out right
So I'll say 'why don't you and I get togehter and take on the world
and be together forever
Heads we will and tails we'll try again'
So I say 'why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon
and straight on to heaven
Cause without you they're never going to let me in'
So I'll say 'why don't you and I get togehter and take on the world
and be together forever
Heads we will and tails we'll try again'
So I say 'why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon
and straight on to heaven
Cause without you they're never going to let me in'
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| Back for a few mins... |
| 09.06.03 (5:10 pm) [edit] |
I'm on for a min boo hoo...not to long..
I miss my internet IM and all my ways of talking to friends...now all I have is my phone :cry: but oh well :D I still have some time online...
soooo just saying HI to everyone...and leting ppl that know me know that I'm still kicken LOL...got to go right now...be back in a while bye bye love you all *hugs and kisses* :D :D :D
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| I wont be posting much... |
| 09.02.03 (3:30 pm) [edit] |
as it says...I cant explain right now really cause I dont have time...But I wont be on for a while....
PPL CALL ME ON THE WEEKENDS!!!! I'll die without you guys *sighs* I'll explain as soon as I can...when I have time...I'm gonna sneak online as much as I can... I'm sooo sorry I wont be on...and I have a good reason to rant later...when I can sneak on for a longer time...for now...I have to run to my other boards and say the same thing...BYE BYE!!!! BTW...e-mail me ppl as well...I'll check those more often I think...someone (Ex. Krys..shelly...Colin...) somone who loves me LOL call me...on Sat...cause I have unlimited...BYE BYE ALL!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!
*hugs and kisses*
BTW know me...and want my number...send me a meassge...aka ppl who know me in real life but dont have my number
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